"The first message was a confession.
The second was a separation.
The third is a proposal.
I'm sorry for all these messages. my aunt who calls herself a 'white witch' believes that superstition is real. She said that anything that happens in life, will always happen 3 times and then a curse is broken. I plan for this to be my third and last message to you."
After all the things I've gone through it's almost comical, even trivial to realize that it was just the beginning of things. Just when I thought something ends perpetually in my life, it marks the beginning of the very same thing. Call it a prelude. Call it the introduction to how things will now be.
Above is the introduction to a letter that I wrote to someone. It is a letter about love, but it is definitely not a love letter. It was the third of its kind. And honestly, I thought it ended there. Being the introspect that I am, I tend to reflect on myself a lot. I failed to notice that things were actually happening outside of me. I failed to notice that it was the start of the relationship.
Everything has an ending but I don't see the enjoyment in skipping the chapters to find that out. So its safe to assume that this chapter in my life has a prologue. The new character is introduced and now the transformation between two people will finally begin.
I've noticed that a lot of posts here have been inclusive, they were made to include everyone. So I guess I've broken the routine with this lovely egocentric post.
2 comments:
i too, am increasely hyper-critical of myself. My mind is ticking over and over to foresee unpredictable outcomes.
Evaluating;
What could of been,
What should of been,
What would of have been.
I've been referring everything it seems lately to this specific lyric in a song;
" ...and i wish was something more than this-saturated loneliness..."
although it may look like nothing at first glance but i sat down and thought about it, i could safety estimate it to issues that people face in everyday life.
Thats my two cents. Make what u wish out of that.
BeZ
it's interesting that just when we think that we've got everything outlined, and we've done the right things, something twists back on us and the outcomes are nothing like we though they would be. sometimes it's good and sometimes it's ugly.
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